Monday, October 25, 2010

family portrait


salam...

lepas wa jalan2 kat F* gua tgk banyak folder gamba family or 'seminggu di hari raye' name folder die...best pakai baju lawa2 segak2...nak2 lak baju melayu bersampin bagai...nice...but that not the most pointed point of my eyes...

gua kalau tgk pic dlm folder tuh the best part is 'portrait family' coz it means a lot to me...a complete family member on it, look nice & to perfect for me....somethink yg simple but that to far for me to make it my own pic....gua nak bergamba di pagi raya cam2?? mayb MIMPI jadi saksi...

my 'acount' no 'family' folder, '1st day i step up my foot on Uni' and also 'semiggu di hari raye' either believe it or not i'm not really feel it n in to it...then my head start 'walk' by it own...
round...raound...and around.....gua x boleh mimpi n harap akan ada 'folrder' cam2..

the 'think' already past 7 years...but to long enough for me to forget about it...sekarang family dah bertamabh last year sorang then this years dah bertambah so totally 7 and +-1....dont assume or count on it..u will messy ur head....let it b...

so always dreaming about 'perfect family portrait' when, where, n most hardest part HOW?????
gua x tahu still ada ruang n peluang tuh....hidup wa bukan semua indah but wa admit...my life great bcos i want it to b great...but now i think twise about it...MESSSYYY....

i act equally like moron...yup MORON....hanyut dlm hidup gua yg gua cipta persis org x beragama n bertuankn nafsu semata....gua GILA...dalam wa mencari dunia...banyak jalan pintas yg gua cipta, means bukan yg dah sedia ada....so bila gua cipta byk matlamat menghalalkn cara...so gua pikir SAMPAI BILA????

'family portrait' tipu kalau xde tp bukan dgn cara sempurna...gua tipu kalu gua x terdetik ati tgk 'family orang' gua duduk d sudut jiwa gua tenung lama n gua tanya lagik...BILA??? 'family portrait' family gua bukan senang..gua rasa banyak jiwa yg gelora n perlu di korbankn...gua xmo PHOTOSHOPkn jek 'family portrait' family gua...xde nilai n jiwa..but turn untuk ckp HOW???

so buat masa sekarang gua lepak tunggu jek...then turn WHERE?? menjelma...gua diamkn diri legakan otak n gua grab gamba nih pretend like that is my 'FAMILY PORTRAIT' hte perfect 1...nice n steady....n no one know or realized about it...


so guy this is it...my 'FAMILY PORTRAIT' and its 'perfect'....



adik gua yg form 5 tuh, gua, mama wa, adik bongsu n abah wa, last skli kakak wa...

p/s:tq google give me 'family'
p/s:gua mmg kturunan mat saleh...lalala



13 comments:

Anitadahahs said...

ceh!
mmg terharu daku rupanya kau keturunan mat saleh.. terkejut aku!hahaha.ko mmg sengal haram jadah. terkena aku.duh~

neway ko ada F*?
Cis. ko mmg pentipu..ishk3

norMAzuan MUstafa said...

lu x fhm kn crita wa...
ok wa mmg ader..dah add lu pon...

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.Nurul Fateha. said...

oe day u'll have a family on ur own, u create ur family as in ur dreams. InsyaAllah. =]

p/s: suke tgk guys kai baju melayu.
p/s/s: keturunan mat saleh upenye, baru saye tau. hihi

gembala suara said...

mamu : bukan semua daripada kita sempurna, tapi semua daripada kita tidak sempurna.....

WaCky aN SaSao kiDdo iLa said...

even x perfect,tp at least ada kn? count your blessings...many people dont have what you've got...

norMAzuan MUstafa said...

teha:i wish..huhuhu

wan:yup agreee

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norMAzuan MUstafa said...

ila:yes im thankfull to allah...n relised about it..tp allah x marah hamab die cari lebih kan???

husnul said...

islam menggalakan kite hidup bersederhana.sebab kalau kurang atau lebih akan jadi ujian atau nikmat yang boleh menjauhkan kite dengan Allah.Alhamdulillah jadi manusia.

-aZa- said...

huhu lambat kot saya baca tp nak komen gak...

i really understand it in my own ways..
i alwaz admire and will alwaz be fascinated for everything that i've known and feel in your shoes..

p/s: there's one family portrait that i believed i kept..on kak's graduation day... *wink*

- cheers -

norMAzuan MUstafa said...

k.aza:
uikk still read my blog ka?? uuhu

-aZa- said...

still and alwaz...cepat atau lambat ja..hehe...take care mamu..take good care of mama and ur brothers...
p/s: kak takpa dah ada org take care dia hehe....